"Moon, tell me if I could,Send up my heart to you?So when I die, which I must do,Could it shine down here with you?"

"Nighty night, I'm Moon !"

Rises the moon,♪♫~

Moon says:

Hello, hello! I'm Moon, nice to meet you :D
Sorry if I come across as awkward or weird, I still have a hard time with social norms — doing my best though!I'm a self taught artist who began my journey pretty much when I first picked up a pen. Anime and Manga in the 2000s really inspired me as a little kid, the likes of Sailor Moon,
Card Captor Sakura, Yu Gi Oh!, Inuyasha... I could go on and on :,)) (also notably X by CLAMP; my mom bought the DVD for me when I was like 5 'cause she thought the style looked like "those cartoons you watch all the time" LMAO)Aside from drawing, I'm into all kinds of art! I find crocheting to be especially relaxing (except when I have to undo my projects and start all over again 'cause I messed up the number of stitches<3)
I love writing (poems in particular!) but to be honest I'm really not confident in my story-telling skills ;7;
Also, clay! Hate the texture of air dry clay on my palms though,,,Turkish is my mother tongue, I learned French at school and then English when I was around 10 years old iirc? I used to read a lot of fanfics lol (and Homestuck,,)
I've become really familiar with Japanese by watching anime with subtitles. I can read and write Kana as well as a few Kanji but I stopped studying in middle school ;7;
Back then I used to translate RAW scans from JP to ENG/FR for my friends!

Languages I'd love to learn!

⚠ CW: CSA, Abuse, Suicide ⚠Through my art, I want to explore my inner world. Convey how my struggles and traumas have impacted the person I came to be, and perhaps touch some people's hearts, perhaps even help them with their own wounds.I've gone through physical, psychological, religious and sexual abuse since I was a child, developed DID. Suicidal thoughts, attempts, long periods of derealization that lasted for years... Daily panic attacks, social anxiety, paranoia, all further worsened with my OCD.I was bullied for my autism, my queerness, my race, my religion.
Despite all this, I try to be proud of who I am.The world's full of so many different, wonderful kinds of people, I think it's nonsensical to reject diversity.

O Sol e a Lua,♪♫~

To do list

I've been on the internet since I was a child, and I fell in love with it. I was introduced to anime, manga, VOCALOID, video games, fanfics, cosplaying etc... in the late 2000's, and I can't lie, remembering that blurry period of my life fills me with nostalgia. I can't help but miss those simpler times (whatever you say grandpa let's get you to bed)Honestly, I would've really loved to be an astronaut or study astrophysics/aerospace but it wasn't meant to be ;7;
Won't stop me from talking my friends' ears off about astronomy :DDI'm AroAce and Moongender!And lastly, I'm Alevi! Not a lot of people outside of Türkiye even know the existence of the word :')) Different Alevi people have their own definition of what Alevism is — as for me, I come from hills and a village by the sea, both my parents were Alevi and I grew up in that culture. Some say it's an ethno-religion, some say it's a branch of Islam, some say it's got nothing to do with it... I think that I appreciate that it's not clear-cut! I'd love to share about my Alevism through my art.In a world without capitalism, colonialism, white supremacy etc... I'd be a nomad, a travelling artist capturing the Moon wherever I go (with a moving house like Howl's! I'm still a homebody ajdfsf)

"涙さえ  心さえ  痛みさえ想いさえ  笑顔さえ何もかも  何もかも消えてった  消えてった


嘘だけど  嘘だけど僕の中君がいた"

Aesthetically, I vibe with the Moon, fallen angels, puppets/marionnettes, jesters, clowns, pierrots, punk, rock, horror, slashers, black cats, white rabbits, crows, owls, androids, computers, non-human humanoids...

bir ay doğar,♪♫~

"My moon, my man, so changeable and,Such a loveable lamb to me,
My care, my coat leave on a high note,There's nowhere to go but on,
Heart on my sleeve, not where it should be,The song's out of key again,
My moon's white face, what day and what phase,It's the calendar page again."

Some songs:

fly Me to the moon,♪♫~

"Güneşimi kaybettim, gözlerini görmem gerek,Yaşamaya dönmem için, hasretini silmem gerek."

Watchlist:

Some ships:
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Kins & Favs: